I felt like I’ve been focusing too hard on what people say about me.
I’ve been trying so hard to please everyone and never really pay attention to of myself.
My life filled with doubt, filled with fear, filled with shame.
Fear of rejection, fear of excluded, fear of being forgotten, fear of not belong, fear of being look as a dumb person, fear of not worthy, fear of not pretty, fear of being not enough.
All of these thoughts,
It dimmed my lights.
It killed my sparks.
It ate my soul.
I had enough. I can’t take it anymore.
This year is the year where I will be bold.
Be bold to speak, be bold to do something that I really love, be bold to say no, be bold to say yes, be bold to spark and being me.